{Art} Holy Hope Hospital Character Dynamics [Character bios]

 

I'm trying to write more I promise... :)))))

Ok: (left to right: Henry, Gregory, Errin.)

Henry -> Gregory -  Henry doesn't have a lot of friends and it shows. He might trust him more than Errin and this ticks the latter to no end. Doesn't want to admit that he likes the way that Gregory listens to him. His polite interest is refreshing. Like, you actually want to hear about what I think? Are you joking?

Henry -> Errin - Should be a little bit wary of him by now, but the boy doesn't learn. It always seems like Errin has his best interests at heart, but has trouble showing that in a healthy way. He loves him unconditionally, but as he grew older and more aware of how clingy his brother was, he's starting to think he should start asking for space. Henry just has to find a way to tell him.

Gregory -> Henry - Henry started opening up to him. That was really unexpected to him. Why would he want to be friends, with him, of all people? After two back-to-back relationships, that only now, he knows were both super abusive, and the health troubles that he was having, having a real friend was refreshing. The illness was likely cancer, his doctor said, but he still believed that he could make up for lost time. Now that he's in a hospital, again, there's no nurse in sight. Errin flat out told him that it was his job, which is weird, but Henry is easy to take care of. Help him in and out of his chair, turn on the shower, make sure he eats well, etc. If he was bolder, he would call him brother, too.

Gregory -> Errin - Gregory is terrified of Errin. Not only does he seemed ticked off at him 24/7, but he reminds him of his late boyfriend (bi). He was really controlling, and his passivity pissed him off to no end. Errin is too similar for comfort. He feels like he is going to have an anxiety attack from being in the room with him too long. Maybe if he is as nice to him as humanly possible, he'll leave him in one piece. Because, unlike both of his exes, he actually thinks Errin has killed someone, and will have no problem doing it again. He's kind of figured out that Henry is a trigger for him, if he's safe/well then he's good. If only he could avoid telling him the truth. If he found out, then he's doomed. No, he's not going to find out. He likes friendship he's gained with Henry too much to let that be jeopardized by his obsessive older brother.

Errin -> Henry - The earliest memory he has is his mother leaving them; telling the small boy that he has to protect his brother, that it was the most important thing. This only in the wake of his father's funeral and his brother's third birthday. Being sent off to the nearest aunt or uncle, never having long to settle in. Errin never forgot the promise he made to his mother. Over time it morphed into something akin to co-dependent obsession. (That's exactly what it is.) The amount of people he's dragged into the back to protect his brother. Around him however, he doesn't really know how to act. He tried for years to fit into the supportive older brother role, but it always seemed out of character for him. So he's tried to mask how he feels and only recently has the mask started to crack.

Errin -> Gregory - Errin's obsessive tendencies towards Henry has come out in full force with a third person living with them. It doesn't help Gregory's case that he is around their age either, seeing as Errin is better at pretending with adults/therapists than he is with people his age. At the very least, Gregory annoys the fuck out of him; at the worst, at least so far, he has had to hold back, a lot, of what he wants to say to him. It's not like Henry doesn't understand how far he's gone with someone, he hasn't witnessed it. So death threats off the table, since they are all dead anyway, he's resorted to giving him "looks" that help Gregory gauge his mood. Does Gregory deserve any of this? No, but he doesn't really care. He's going to have to get over his attitude if he wants to be friends with him. If that is even possible. :)

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 Lol, thanks for reading. I'm sorry if this was short, I've been writing for a while for a post that was supposed to be quick, and my fingers really hurt. :L

I'm also sorry for Errin, he's a mess. The meds he takes, given to him by an unknown person, are some sort of mood stabilizer. He's only started taking them. (As mentioned in this fic: Here)

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[Art] Happier Days {Drabble} [Forget Already]

 Characters: Henry and Errin 

Warnings: cursing...well it is Errin. (maybe a f bomb)

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[Art] Henry {Forget Already}

 I wonder if anyone guessed who M.Madness' kids were. Well, I guess I'm giving it away, lol.

Henry is the main motivation for two completely different people to do terrible things. Then you look at him and get it. OR not. That's ok. I've kinda spelled his backstory out in this fic. So guilt is the main motive for Gregory (maybe art next week), but what's the motive for Errin? I mean, he's his big brother, but idk if that's enough. Errin is both hands off and hands on at the same time. I wonder why he's like that???

Ok fast fact time:

• Eyes and back/legs are weak (he can still sort of see but Errin told him to cover his eyes.)
• Gregory takes care of him; Errin cannot and will not take care of him
• 14~?
• was always weak but landed in the hospital after accident he was lucky to have survived
• Errin's younger brother.
• Left to grow up with relative after father died/mother left suddenly. Would have gone to Great Graces Orphanage (the local orphanage) like Dainin and Christophe, but their father's family agreed to take them in. Henry- quiet child/kinda just there. Errin - weird child/hides things/likes to pinch people/ruins lives.
• Used to read a lot, now he asks Gregory to read to him. Wait till he finds audio cassettes/cds!
  

Gee Henry why do you get two art works???!?!? Lol. Also if it wasn't obv. his eyes weren't always like that. Heck, no ones hair/eye color has always been like that. With the exclusion of liek Betha, Silen, and maybe Diedre, everyone elses hair is unnatural. Once upon a time I had an idea for the hair color to be the opposite of their original one, but that started to look very ugly.... .-.

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[Forget Already] Blank - Henry {Art}

Hi, jellies. How are you doing? Hm? Fall college has started for me, and so it looks like I will actually have a reason to be busy. It's good because I like being busy. (Harder to worry about "useless" stuff when you are up to your neck in work.)

So this image is a little cleaner? Henry is a little different than you thought? Or did this not bother you? I kind of left it to the reader's thoughts since I am still struggling to describe things in better detail. (I read a lot of fan fiction, so I should try expanding my writing style....ohhh.)

I really like the contrast to his personality and what he wears. So he is very in control of his emotions, and is very in check with the emotions of others to almost a fault. You will see this in the fiction he is involved in. I forget which. (Which is a bad thing...) I think he was very neglected as a baby. Errin is really the only family he has, and Errin can't really care about other people's feelings. Although to Errin's defense, if he can get one, he protects him to the best of his ability since they are brothers after all. I chose pastel type colors since they have a very calming message in my case. For you it might look terrible, but I tried to pick complementary colors using an online tool. Sorry.

Every time I sketch a character I day dream about how I can make them more reasonable. I wonder what I can do for Henry. He seems so devious in the fiction, and at the same time pitiful.

Thanks jellies. I'll queue something for next week so you can see another drawing of Henry. Maybe. :)

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[Forget Already] That light that's there, but I can't see it. (Short Story/Stream of Consciousness) {Fiction}

This is a bit dark, but don't dwell too much on it. Someone I "know" on the web attempted suicide, so I'm feeling "down". Ah, but maybe it'll get better if I think of it differently? -Sigh-

Characters: Henry, Errin (briefly), Gregory
Rating: Not for children...?
Warnings: illness, sensitive subject:murder, sensitive subject:cancer, sensitive subject: mental illness, sensitive feels everywhere!!! (maybe? It's a bit short...)

 I'm feeling a bit sleepy, but let's go on ahead...sorry for the bad writing/grammar.

[Forget Already] Darkness Hospital (Short Story)

First and foremost, this is a story that would happen before the "main story-line" starts. Though since this doesn't really happen in order, if I actually finish the entire canon, I'll add numbers later. Sorry. Also, I write pretty badly, but don't be too harsh.  I might revise this at anytime, so be patient for quality.

Characters: Errin, Gregory, and Henry
Location: Holy Hope Hospital
Warnings: Language

[Forget Already] Character Summary (WIP)

Forget Already is an unreleased rpg maker 2003 game by myself. It's been about two years since I've started working on it, off and on, and it doesn't seem like there's an end in sight.

One of the more popular title cards.... <.<

I'll list the characters that are surrounding this fiction: